i am religiously inclined to knowing myself through the use of words because words could simplify me, not just to myself but also while explaining my beliefs to others.
we should all keep a list of things we strongly believe in, whether something is right or wrong, until someone better comes along to explain to you something more appealing than your present belief system. Empirically thinking, this is just rationalistic behavior because the problem with our generation is we don't even know what we want. you can’t make someone else’s dreams, yours. you can't agree to anything, what the group you are hanging out with, is agreeing on.

plus nobody has a personality of their own these days. it's frustrating, repetitive & mostly boring. everybody owns the same phone in the street ("i want a nokia but the society won't let me"), wearing the same clothes, talking the same things they've heard are 'relatable content' on the internet. It's all not just cliche but shows what a lack of life most people have outside of their heads. we could surely succeed as a generation if people actually took the creative in their heads to practicality. everyone would also be much happier this way.

like i said at the start, i want to become self aware through words but to define myself could also mean limiting myself so ofcourse there's only someplaces i can go with defining & i know i try a little too hard to reach the unreachable but in the process i've just discovered that some things are better left unsaid. let it be felt. don't try hard to define things that are more enjoyable as feelings because the second you describe it you'll realise even though the place has become reachable, the feeling has become a little less fervor. Don't preach yourself using words. preach using understanding.

human experience is so vast that we are continuously learning things; some people actually take these into considerations while others don't observe it enough & let go, which in my opinion is pure miss of opportunity. For the past couple of weeks so much has been bought into my attention, all prudent ways, which i wish was told to me much earlier but better late than never.

don't practice generalizing

stop tagging yourself

most things are illusions

suffering, beautifully.

freeing yourself from these sufferings

present it is, just do it

it's okay to feel alone

have expectations, especially from yourself

life can be beautiful, people can be beautiful

express love, show care, be good to people

learn

don't hold back so much it goes away

don't save up so much it goes away

and finally, you got this.

"i hope i find happiness in this journey, even if i end up losing everything."